I've always been great fan of metal.I hail from a typical hindu-newar family where music is quit diversed and important part of life.my dad didn't listen to metal.but i can still say that metal is in my blood.All the time of my life whenever i'm happy or sad metal gives me a support to express myself but basically its when i'm sad the most.i'm a pessimist and might be that’s the reason why i love metal.,I'm not an easy goin an d happy guy.there are not many troubles though in life to suffer for.but whenever i listen to metal i get a freedom that i can't explain.i get power to do things that i can't imagine.As i'm a metal fan its obvious for me to find and read or see things on metal.I've read and watched many but the one that moved me was "Metal-A headbanger's Journey" and "
Global Metal".Both of these are from a guy called Sam Dunn.He's a metal head.
The first one is quiet good which explain roots of metal and how it came to existence.The only thing i dint like in the first one is that interview with mayhem frontman and the thing Tom Araya of Slayer said.The question asked to him was "Why do you kept the name of the song as God Hates Us All?" And Tom was like "It sounded so cool"
WTF.He wrote a song that has so much meaning and its just because its cool?Impossible.i can't forget Slayer in Angel Of Death and Reign in Blood and the wave it created all over.But what was the answer by the Bands frontman?Seriously it hurted me a lot and was never expected from Slayer.But every other thing sounded like Metal.It was a movie of 2005 and its quite old but i recently got to watch it.
Then I got to see "Global Metal" tonight.And it moved me a lot.But here are more constructive criticisms then its likeness.Don't know whether Sam would have even time to review a mail by me which i'm definately going to write soon.In Global Metal the documentry starts smooth with Wacken festival end.He vastly explores metal in India,China,Indonesia,Dubai,Saudi Arabia and many more Asian and Middle eastern countries.And he happens to make this movie because of the mails from the fans and where it all came from.So he was retracing tham all.And it all shows gigs and how metal came in to existence.
Being a strong metal listener and fan and hailing from Nepal I was thinking to give a shout out to him long back but is was a to do.So this movie came and i was like.........................They showed India so much where metal is still so Taboo but not Nepal?In Kathmandu its so easy to trace metal that every youngster can give you a venue where a concert is going on every now and then.we have underground record label and we worship underground music.Our metal culture is very strong and am proud to be one of them.Everyweek now or then we have a gig.I can give you all bunch full of those gigsJust type these all in Youtube and you'll see what all Nepalimetal means:-
Show no mercy
Metal Tremore
Classroom Rockers
Feast of Blood
Yeah all these are some of the gigs that moved me and are those which i remembered while writing these.There are many of those left.If wanted only a whole movie can be shot on Metal in Nepal.However Ktmrocks seems to be interested in it which is releasing its video on Metal On Nepal on Youtube on Ktmrocks Stube.
If you want more of Nepali Metal then go to :www.ktmrocks.com it will feed you all.
Hope Sam Dunn reconsiders it and rethinks it put up a small part of Nepal too in Global Arena.This is not only my voice,this is the voice of all the Nepali metalheads visiting each gigi on MPC or Ex. army club or other venues.Metal has a whole loads of things to do with Nepal.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Just a bunch of nothing!
Just a bunch of nothing!
(Don't curse me after reading this as a complete waste of time)
So it was like the need of the hour.With scares of dark rumours and the contineous pressure of being something(state of pressure for not being nothing) this time is absolutely disturbed.The chaos and disturbia reminds me of something old or its just a Deja Vu don't know.This time is definately turning out to be cocky with letting me to do just nothing when i wanted to something.This is insane hour.This was a time when i had te be sad for being happy.But still nothing was going that wrong.
There has to be some need of that hour for people to do some activity.Activity is risen by some activity only.You cannot do something just because you want do it.There has to be its need.If your're doing so you are certainly a fool outta nowhere.We cannot underestimate or overestimate a task or activity also.It may just go off or blast.You never no.This entire blog looks like a insane cry of nowhere but its not so!Its a silent revolution.Who understand are immortal by me (JK).
I am in an unexplain able state.The state of me is best described as a infinite loop.It works but for no use.
Time went by and it passed too but with out a fuss this time.It just went by and I myself was too busy to understand and figure out that my business is measured by time only.I even don't realised for so long that i had a online diary of myself.Was busy in nothing but also was busy!There were countless things happening in and around.But i'm going to just mention some happenings which really counted.
The trip-
The trip costed and wasted a lot.The Trip was to the capital of India.If I mention the happenings there, then this blog probably would go to other end.But the trip on train,the hike to Jaipur and the place we stayed,the food we ate on the road,the Delhi momos,the Nepali Party everything was awesome really memorable.The trip elongated from 22nd june to 6th of july.The pics are there on facebook.BTW the comeback was also really memorable and is explainable to some extent.After all tiredness we planed to come back by 6th.Our train was all set to leave by 6 in the evening.We reached the station on time.Hardly found our seat coz our tickets were on RAC(Reservation After Cancellation).We got the place and we sat.but as the night deepend I came to the cold truth that i din't hae the full seat so had to share my sit with the other guy.It was horrible.The very next day we got a single sit for all three of us.Then co-incidentially we meet a nepali who offered us a 2 tier ac sit for three tier.We exchanged happily but later got screwed when TT fined us.After all those hardings we reached our second home Bangalore.Feelz great to be back.
The Vacation
My time after my trip and back to Bangalore was a complete vacation time with actually nothing to do for some 10 -12 days.Complete nothing,browsing till 5 in morning and waking up by 4 in the day and then the movie till night.It was fun which created a lot of mess later.
The Rush Days
The rush days were back as the college started.With 5 subjects and all major and the major addition math it is really dificult this time.Java is strted which is really happening.
The Bike days
Got myself a new(2nd hand) Avtiva which is almost new after a very narrow deal.Then went on destination less roaming for many days.Its hard saving money for petrol.
The joy and sad days
Then suddenly when I was browsing on my friends E-90 at around 9 in the night we came across our result.Its pretty good this time with 80.76% tile.It was a happy time but some freinds make marks as issue and the marks only became the separator so felt sad at the same time.
The current days
Left a friend for home till airport amid swinflu scare was a blod step.Currently days are ticking very fast.With many procastnation like courses to join on Java and many othere pending worls from writing notes to studying to buying stuffs to servicing of bike.Life now is a rambling .......
(Don't curse me after reading this as a complete waste of time)
So it was like the need of the hour.With scares of dark rumours and the contineous pressure of being something(state of pressure for not being nothing) this time is absolutely disturbed.The chaos and disturbia reminds me of something old or its just a Deja Vu don't know.This time is definately turning out to be cocky with letting me to do just nothing when i wanted to something.This is insane hour.This was a time when i had te be sad for being happy.But still nothing was going that wrong.
There has to be some need of that hour for people to do some activity.Activity is risen by some activity only.You cannot do something just because you want do it.There has to be its need.If your're doing so you are certainly a fool outta nowhere.We cannot underestimate or overestimate a task or activity also.It may just go off or blast.You never no.This entire blog looks like a insane cry of nowhere but its not so!Its a silent revolution.Who understand are immortal by me (JK).
I am in an unexplain able state.The state of me is best described as a infinite loop.It works but for no use.
Time went by and it passed too but with out a fuss this time.It just went by and I myself was too busy to understand and figure out that my business is measured by time only.I even don't realised for so long that i had a online diary of myself.Was busy in nothing but also was busy!There were countless things happening in and around.But i'm going to just mention some happenings which really counted.
The trip-
The trip costed and wasted a lot.The Trip was to the capital of India.If I mention the happenings there, then this blog probably would go to other end.But the trip on train,the hike to Jaipur and the place we stayed,the food we ate on the road,the Delhi momos,the Nepali Party everything was awesome really memorable.The trip elongated from 22nd june to 6th of july.The pics are there on facebook.BTW the comeback was also really memorable and is explainable to some extent.After all tiredness we planed to come back by 6th.Our train was all set to leave by 6 in the evening.We reached the station on time.Hardly found our seat coz our tickets were on RAC(Reservation After Cancellation).We got the place and we sat.but as the night deepend I came to the cold truth that i din't hae the full seat so had to share my sit with the other guy.It was horrible.The very next day we got a single sit for all three of us.Then co-incidentially we meet a nepali who offered us a 2 tier ac sit for three tier.We exchanged happily but later got screwed when TT fined us.After all those hardings we reached our second home Bangalore.Feelz great to be back.
The Vacation
My time after my trip and back to Bangalore was a complete vacation time with actually nothing to do for some 10 -12 days.Complete nothing,browsing till 5 in morning and waking up by 4 in the day and then the movie till night.It was fun which created a lot of mess later.
The Rush Days
The rush days were back as the college started.With 5 subjects and all major and the major addition math it is really dificult this time.Java is strted which is really happening.
The Bike days
Got myself a new(2nd hand) Avtiva which is almost new after a very narrow deal.Then went on destination less roaming for many days.Its hard saving money for petrol.
The joy and sad days
Then suddenly when I was browsing on my friends E-90 at around 9 in the night we came across our result.Its pretty good this time with 80.76% tile.It was a happy time but some freinds make marks as issue and the marks only became the separator so felt sad at the same time.
The current days
Left a friend for home till airport amid swinflu scare was a blod step.Currently days are ticking very fast.With many procastnation like courses to join on Java and many othere pending worls from writing notes to studying to buying stuffs to servicing of bike.Life now is a rambling .......
Monday, June 15, 2009
Just felt like writing!
You are a wet blanket!whats the use?cum to truth and bear the reality.this is life.life ain't same any more.I'm living amidst a lot of chaos.sometimes brain goes on such thoughts.insane place,insane behavior,insane people,that is why you are hated everywhere,now i knew.
I'M nt here to understand your portfolio or histry ,why i'm here is to spend ma time learning which i thought was not gud at my place.And after all I had different dreams for myself not this.The truth is I never even imagined in my dreams that I would be here.This was not my destination.But this is what life is I think.Wrong people caught on wrong place.
I don know much things.And the truth is that I don't speak much about the things i don't know coz here its other way round.And in my life I never said that I know everything or am proud of that.If I was of This attitude............I'm not like that.I prefer less attention.And it's the truth.And not a bunch of people over my back.I don't wanna be felt or herd.I don't know the taste of wine and hardly I drink for taste coz i'm not tat thinker too.People they say that I should understand the taste of wine before drinking',wot was tat?A statement provoking your own retardness.I ain't great .your are!
But you are copycat!I ain't!Think what people think about you!Because we are surrounded by them!I can't tell further!But you should change if you want something in life!Don't get inspired by people too much!Its clueless person who does that!But am still a kid!Not highly developed thinking power yo think like you!!!!!!LOL!!!!!!!!!!!DAMNNN!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M nt here to understand your portfolio or histry ,why i'm here is to spend ma time learning which i thought was not gud at my place.And after all I had different dreams for myself not this.The truth is I never even imagined in my dreams that I would be here.This was not my destination.But this is what life is I think.Wrong people caught on wrong place.
I don know much things.And the truth is that I don't speak much about the things i don't know coz here its other way round.And in my life I never said that I know everything or am proud of that.If I was of This attitude............I'm not like that.I prefer less attention.And it's the truth.And not a bunch of people over my back.I don't wanna be felt or herd.I don't know the taste of wine and hardly I drink for taste coz i'm not tat thinker too.People they say that I should understand the taste of wine before drinking',wot was tat?A statement provoking your own retardness.I ain't great .your are!
But you are copycat!I ain't!Think what people think about you!Because we are surrounded by them!I can't tell further!But you should change if you want something in life!Don't get inspired by people too much!Its clueless person who does that!But am still a kid!Not highly developed thinking power yo think like you!!!!!!LOL!!!!!!!!!!!DAMNNN!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Answer!
This blog was an answer to a blog i read long back!Read this blog before mine:-
http://nepaliketi.wordpress.com/2008/07/
The answer to this blog begins here:
Hail Patroitism.And you cannot blame your father for not being Obama or Bin Laden for whatever reasons they are popular.This is how you were born.This is the world of being and when it comes to survival even a prostitute has to proud of her profession.This is life.This is reality.After all its about living at last.As the survival of fittest.
If you cannot be proud of the ineptness of your world within,you yourself should be blamed for it 1000's of times.At least if you cannot praise then don't hate it.You don't have a reason to hate it.
If you think Gurkhas and Everest were the thing that made Nepal a Nepal then sista you have not seen Nepal or you couldn't understand Nepal and the feeling within.Don't be proud of fake thoughts.Who forces?But at least be proud of true retardedness.You cannot leave your brother or sister just because she's inborn lunatic.That is why handicapped marathon is their .You need to grow with him/her.You need to learn a lesson from that too.Whatever is coming within me ,I'm not able to type now.Feels like insane somewhere in heart.Its also not a mistake that Albert Einstein was not born in Nepal.If he would have he would have been popular as though similarly.Country name wouldn't have killed him.But I see Einsteinism in every student that passess IOE exams(Literally not Practically).I see Jimi Hendrix in every gig I visit,be it Mahendra Police Club or Ex-Army Club.But finally tired of all those fake showoff.What we are we all know and we definately know our roots.I cannot see Switzerland in Nepal and its the truth.
I live in India. I’m here for studies. I’m like those 1000's of Nepalese who comes to India for studies. Everyday I have to come through several situations in which I feel like grinding people. Be it the morning newspaper when it describes my land as” one of the poorest country in Asia" to the small talks with colleagues of this place like "This place will take the world in coming ten years”. I am not jealous of what you are or hate you for what you are I just want NO COMMENTS. Hail everything. You live in your own World and I’ll be Happy with my world so cold.
And today happens to be Nepali new year too!
Happy new year to all ya!
Yo barsale sabaima khusi lyaos!
Naya Barsa Ko Subhakamana!
http://nepaliketi.wordpress.com/2008/07/
The answer to this blog begins here:
Hail Patroitism.And you cannot blame your father for not being Obama or Bin Laden for whatever reasons they are popular.This is how you were born.This is the world of being and when it comes to survival even a prostitute has to proud of her profession.This is life.This is reality.After all its about living at last.As the survival of fittest.
If you cannot be proud of the ineptness of your world within,you yourself should be blamed for it 1000's of times.At least if you cannot praise then don't hate it.You don't have a reason to hate it.
If you think Gurkhas and Everest were the thing that made Nepal a Nepal then sista you have not seen Nepal or you couldn't understand Nepal and the feeling within.Don't be proud of fake thoughts.Who forces?But at least be proud of true retardedness.You cannot leave your brother or sister just because she's inborn lunatic.That is why handicapped marathon is their .You need to grow with him/her.You need to learn a lesson from that too.Whatever is coming within me ,I'm not able to type now.Feels like insane somewhere in heart.Its also not a mistake that Albert Einstein was not born in Nepal.If he would have he would have been popular as though similarly.Country name wouldn't have killed him.But I see Einsteinism in every student that passess IOE exams(Literally not Practically).I see Jimi Hendrix in every gig I visit,be it Mahendra Police Club or Ex-Army Club.But finally tired of all those fake showoff.What we are we all know and we definately know our roots.I cannot see Switzerland in Nepal and its the truth.
I live in India. I’m here for studies. I’m like those 1000's of Nepalese who comes to India for studies. Everyday I have to come through several situations in which I feel like grinding people. Be it the morning newspaper when it describes my land as” one of the poorest country in Asia" to the small talks with colleagues of this place like "This place will take the world in coming ten years”. I am not jealous of what you are or hate you for what you are I just want NO COMMENTS. Hail everything. You live in your own World and I’ll be Happy with my world so cold.
And today happens to be Nepali new year too!
Happy new year to all ya!
Yo barsale sabaima khusi lyaos!
Naya Barsa Ko Subhakamana!
Sunday, March 1, 2009
NOTHING 2 !!
Heart says fuck you to myself!Life is really difficult and the main difficulty again is the people around don't know how to judge every fucking body out here in this fucking hell.Why the fuck the world is so fucking difficult and why can't you be isolated.I'm no different man and i don't wanna be too.I just wanna be normal and stay normal.Doesn't want anyone while back home.
Back home its saturday , its holiday.And here it is working day!Tomorrow is break.So astonished by this too when there's nothing to be.Brain is not escaping this tranquil situation.Don't know which song to play and even which genre.Its a mixed emotion. Its like a happy song at the mourning.I missed everybody and everything and that is what I do most of the time these days.For some life is just dazed and confused kind of thing and for some its like always Romio and Juliet.I say them stop dreaming.
I don't want anybodies attention but its like antisocial.
Baffeled , dizzy , high , desperate ,sad , memories and people!I don't want to get either a compliment or a complaint . Be normal and make normal.And to those who thinks themselves as a saint or some kind of superman or superwoman , I don't have words to .....................................
All are like passive again.No mails ,No message and not even call.Heard they are busy.They were.Its very difficult to find a person of your interest in this world!Life is so complicated.Its more difficult then acting on a movie.People tend and pretend to be different. People behave diffrently. Only one "People" as a lover,poser,doper,assholes,seniors,juniors,boozers,pretenders,punks,wanna-be cobains,supermanz,toppers,saint and many more.One people and so many faces. Soits very difficult to understand them.Why you need understand them is because they interfere in our lives.Son don't interfere but you can help.Live life as no-one coz this is how you'll die one day.When to grow up.We need to.And again be normal,feel normal and do nothing.Be a king of yourself rather the slave of others.
LIFE IS ALL ABOUT NORMALITY!
The songs its banging my head now is:
Not the man I used to be. Cobain
This song is really addictive.
Listen at your own risk.
Back home its saturday , its holiday.And here it is working day!Tomorrow is break.So astonished by this too when there's nothing to be.Brain is not escaping this tranquil situation.Don't know which song to play and even which genre.Its a mixed emotion. Its like a happy song at the mourning.I missed everybody and everything and that is what I do most of the time these days.For some life is just dazed and confused kind of thing and for some its like always Romio and Juliet.I say them stop dreaming.
I don't want anybodies attention but its like antisocial.
Baffeled , dizzy , high , desperate ,sad , memories and people!I don't want to get either a compliment or a complaint . Be normal and make normal.And to those who thinks themselves as a saint or some kind of superman or superwoman , I don't have words to .....................................
All are like passive again.No mails ,No message and not even call.Heard they are busy.They were.Its very difficult to find a person of your interest in this world!Life is so complicated.Its more difficult then acting on a movie.People tend and pretend to be different. People behave diffrently. Only one "People" as a lover,poser,doper,assholes,seniors,juniors,boozers,pretenders,punks,wanna-be cobains,supermanz,toppers,saint and many more.One people and so many faces. Soits very difficult to understand them.Why you need understand them is because they interfere in our lives.Son don't interfere but you can help.Live life as no-one coz this is how you'll die one day.When to grow up.We need to.And again be normal,feel normal and do nothing.Be a king of yourself rather the slave of others.
LIFE IS ALL ABOUT NORMALITY!
The songs its banging my head now is:
Not the man I used to be. Cobain
This song is really addictive.
Listen at your own risk.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Comaback!
Life has always been Ramblings. Be it in the sense of being of no-one or some-one. And may be people treat this as a thing that completely creates no sense. Whatever you say or anybody says I am this! And I cannot change and I have not.
Its feels like decades that I’ve blogged last and through all these times I was inept.Coundn’t even know what all was going on within me !Travel to Nepal became a more havoc then pleasure (in many senses but many people will understand it wrongly).Things changed a lot and so do people.
The excitement started with the end of exam. It was the 1st time I was going to Nepal after I came here. Our 3rd semester exams got over by 10th of December.I was freaking happy that day but was a bit worried about the journey. I reached home by 17th since I stayed in Delhi at my fren’s place for few days.
Nepal now I have to say has been very dull and monotonous. Its my thought though. No environment to groove in. Days passed just like that sitting in home on dark hours with up to 16 hrs power cut a day which is getting extended to 18 hrs and eating home food. Every evening at dark hours we used to meet up at Sulav’s place have momo and stuffs listen to their music,talk about it and used to go out. Getting home was always late and the front gate used to get locked. Days passed in a flash. It was a sad time that I was leaving without meeting much people even aunt and hostel ko didi and even Navin solta.I couldn’t even meet those frens of mine which I promised.Thought life sucked that time. Came back to Bangalore and here we are. Everything is changed. Many things happened. The rush began. I shifted the apartment. Class started with rush. Then studies and tests. College home routine began. I had many blogs to put in But this space really needed a note why was I on such a long break without any information.
Long long way to go.Want to go Nepal every six months from now onwards but lets see. Don’t want to get shocked anymore.Many blogs will be rolling soon.Since here are much more complications with the connection too.Hope everything will be allright soon and the routine will be maintained.Sorry for such a long gap.
Its feels like decades that I’ve blogged last and through all these times I was inept.Coundn’t even know what all was going on within me !Travel to Nepal became a more havoc then pleasure (in many senses but many people will understand it wrongly).Things changed a lot and so do people.
The excitement started with the end of exam. It was the 1st time I was going to Nepal after I came here. Our 3rd semester exams got over by 10th of December.I was freaking happy that day but was a bit worried about the journey. I reached home by 17th since I stayed in Delhi at my fren’s place for few days.
Nepal now I have to say has been very dull and monotonous. Its my thought though. No environment to groove in. Days passed just like that sitting in home on dark hours with up to 16 hrs power cut a day which is getting extended to 18 hrs and eating home food. Every evening at dark hours we used to meet up at Sulav’s place have momo and stuffs listen to their music,talk about it and used to go out. Getting home was always late and the front gate used to get locked. Days passed in a flash. It was a sad time that I was leaving without meeting much people even aunt and hostel ko didi and even Navin solta.I couldn’t even meet those frens of mine which I promised.Thought life sucked that time. Came back to Bangalore and here we are. Everything is changed. Many things happened. The rush began. I shifted the apartment. Class started with rush. Then studies and tests. College home routine began. I had many blogs to put in But this space really needed a note why was I on such a long break without any information.
Long long way to go.Want to go Nepal every six months from now onwards but lets see. Don’t want to get shocked anymore.Many blogs will be rolling soon.Since here are much more complications with the connection too.Hope everything will be allright soon and the routine will be maintained.Sorry for such a long gap.
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