Consolation !

Hasn't been writing for long! Things got entangled and i got lost in the so called maze called life , which i never thought i would!
It was a like a month ago when i realized things are not that easy as we thought when time passes!Can't i still again be that xaviers going , basantapur roaming kid , my inner voice itself said "Fuck NO"
Ya since then i have been realising this is life.I am post graduating by the mid next year however i have almost compelted my theory classes.We never go beyond the thinking of our lives being completely affected by a thing called career.
But i guess i completely do now and i call it adolescense at 24 haha!
Might be i have learnt now how to appreciate "god of small things" .We were never that way !
Young energy to take over the world shatters there however this is definately not a consolation blog , i somehow manage to get these thought during my final tests ! This is my second last test i'm giving bfore my post graduation then this is it . Life would go some where its destined but i hope my life should not only be driven by destiny . Some call this fool , i call it believing in myself . Why not a consolation to self when you have all the fucking time on earth to tell others ya things will be alright , ya you ll do it , ya time will come ! We get inspired by many things but the saddest thing is when these inspiration just lack confidance !
Life should not suck ! Hope so !
Amigos !