Sunday, June 29, 2008

NO ONE!!

Its the inner feeling that I can't explain or write or show,but it definitely feels insane.Do nothing,feel nothing,listen nobody and be no-one.Its the best feeling in the world.But if you never try you'll know.Life is empty now.If you still think pessimism rules me then listen, I don't wanna be an exhibitionist and neither a loser.Don't title me.I like myself untitled.Don't explore me I'm good unexplored.
What else could I explain when everything is going wrong.I wish I could turn back to those time I made decisions.Coming here was definately a bad decision.It hurts now.No-one around and sick minded people,so narrow and entangled.But all alone is how we are!Never thought would be in such a situation.Be in your country and live the life as much as you can."Bideshinu nai jivan ko lakshya nabanaunu" but whom i'm advising?The perfect no-body.When people used to speak about their love for the soil and country I used to think that its all bullshit but now i'm getting it a bit.Life is not the way we think.Its too complicated in life don't make it more complicated and sophisticated.Make it simple.And never be in other's world that's so cold.Anarchy rules.Rule yourself.But again whom i'm advising and its the same no-body here.
Had been visiting much more Nepal related sites and searching the videos relating Nepal and of course Nepali metal.Good to see such a big Nepali crowd today in blogging world and you tube.The young responses of young Nepalese on videos relating Nepal definitely made me happy and made me write these words too.Keep it up Nepali guys in you tube.All doing great job.
Looking forward for Nepaltube.com.What do you think webmasters of Nepal?Love to the country can be seen in videos like Hamro Nepal featured by a young Nepali.And read the comments on it,you'll love it.Happy to see a world created like this.Happy to be at least proud of being something.I think you got it by now.Still not even crossed half of the life(who knows may be counting last days)but also got many happenings in life.Still life rocks.
"GO BACK" sometimes the life says and sometimes it says why running away of challenge.I'm in complete dilemma(don't know the spelling) coz i'm so sick of everything.Lost somewhere in this world of nothing and nobody.Don't know what i'm scrambling now too.
And to no-body:
Don't showoff too much or pretend.I know you and the world knows you.You are capable of only one thing and that's nothing and i'm not mistaken this time.You suck and its true.If you're testing my patience you'll die to see me taking the 1st step.Don't take it as a warning its a advice and in the coming days don't mess with me coz I love myself unexplored.Do things normally and you'll be normal.What you think of yourself?If you still think i'm wrong no-one can rescue you!Do as you like and fuck your life.And as always these all warnings and advises are also for complete NO-BODY.


EVERYTHING WRITTEN ABOVE IS JUST MY WAY OF THINKING.ITS INDICATED TO NOBODY AND NO WORDS SHOULD INTERFERE ANYBODY.THE BLOG BTW IS ALSO A COMPLETE NOTHING.IF I'VE WASTED YOUR TIME ON THIS READING SORRY FOR THAT.NEXT TIME MAY BE I'LL BE OUT WITH A KNOWLEDGE FULL WRITING.BUT THIS TIME I'M REALLY REGRETTING..................................................................................

Monday, June 16, 2008

This time on Mysore!!


Finally we planned and made the trip to Mysore a dream come true.Hadn't finished the semester exams though but we couldn't wait for this golden opportunity.I'm on Mysore now and I reached just now.Found a cyber so thought why not a live blogging.And its here.We came by train and today i knew traveling by train is also not that bad.
We left the house at 6 in the morning and reached the train station by 7 am.We got the tickets for 22 bucks which was so cheap that......but at last we found the ticket was of general class with no fixed sit and timings.Then we plan to catch a next train.We sat on the station thinking but suddenly we all made a decision to enter the train without the ticket.All were ready to pay the consequences.The train started and we were moving but after about half an hour train ticket checker popularly called as T.T came to our place.Now what to do???????We thought we'r like gone now.He threatened and told us that we should pay a fine of almost 1500 INR.But at last we made the deal at 552 INR.We payed saw each others face an then continued the journey.The way had mountains which made me remember me going back to chitwan from ktm.We reached now.Then we sat on a cafe named Green Court and had coffee and dosa(popular South Indian Roti like dish).And we went to our friend Masti's place.By 5 in the evening we'r moving to his farmhouse.Hope it we'll be great and in future days we'r planning Mysore zoo,palace and many more.Lets see how the trip will go but now only its sounding too interesting and gidi.................................................................
And by the way Cyber cafe rates are very low in Mysore.Its 12INR per hour.
Hop[e to have lots of fun.
 
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