PSYcho THOUGHTS#

Hated thy love!
Loved thy hate!
WHat an addiction I'm prone to!
Sadness kills.I'm noy spared.
Shattered back to where I started.
I'm Imperfect!
Deadify your soul,then you can understand what this world is!
No love!No peace,All hatred.
I'm sent to this world to find peace among the rotting corpse.
Hate me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dark sarcasm building roots!
May be because death is certain life is not!
Fear of life not death!!!!!
Who loved loneliness?who loved hate???
THis is what the world taught me............
A soul full of vengeance!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've not lost the race.
and I'll not quit.....



Note~I'm not turning psycho hai first of all.I just felt like wriring it long time ago when I first listened to Antim Grahan songs(local ktm black metal band).A bit of feelings hai.Here goes a very soulful extract from the lyrics of antim grahan.
As I wep my tears they burn,there shall be no more dawn.....
Ethernal darkness now for ever,I'm spirit living in this curse.
In thy world of Insanity,I live on the edge.And angels eternally thy burn.
(never thought this would be a post one day)
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musically CHAnged!!!!!

I'm a METAL fan.Especially black metal.My likenesses are Dark Tranquility,Lamb Of God,cof,cob,Kreator e.t.c.Liked even Daughtry,RATM,RHCP & some soulful music by Blunt,John mayer,Norah Jones e.t.c.Always hated hip-hop though.Tried my best to visit all gigs n concerts of ktm on Mahendra police club,Ex-army club,Nepal sangeet bidhyalaya & Bhrikuti Mandap.Always admired local metal scene.
Since I've come here things have changed a lot.Basically i'm missin the underground Nepali metal scene and local bands like Cruentus,Blood Blisters,Antim Grahan(broked up),Bhumi etc.Here less metal fans though many gigs happening frequently.Never been to any of the concerts over here.Since I came 4-5 international band like Scorpions,Black eyed peas had already performed.My play list on my cell her is confined to musics of RNB n some rock.Hinder and Breaking Benjamin were the best bands I discovered after coming to BangaloreBesides there songs,my play list consists of songs by Justin,Timbaland,sum 41,linkin park and some metal melodies.Back in home my play list were always full of metal songs.I've to say I'm a bit changed musically.
None of my close friends here listen to metal.All thing its just a loud crap without any melody.But if you go deeply there's no other music like metal.The lyrics,the eternal sorrow,the frustration,the anger,the pain.Everything you'll find in this music.Lyrics are awesome.
take a sample:
I am the lords of misery and sorrow Forever my slave I am the Lords of misery and sorrow Forever this pain I am the lords of misery and sorrow This is the end I am the lords of misery and sorrow This is thy demise
This lyrics is from the song Lords of sorrow and misery by Antim Grahan.
Even remember listening to metal programs oh HBC and Kantipur f.m.They too played good metal music.At least you can express your frustrations over the songs.I always loved black meta;.
Can you guess my personal favourite now??????
Its Pieces by Linkin Park.Really I've changed a lot..............
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MONDAY:)

Derai Parkheko din aja balla ayo!!!!(much awaited day came today only)I finished my theories and pacticals.Much happy and satisfied today.I woke up staright 9.30 today ans is planning to go to whitefield by evening.Sorry for my plans on photoblog on bangalore.Its not actually woking out.I'm alone here and roaming Bangalore is not like going around Basantapur.Will surely complete it one day.Anydate!!!!!!!
Life is a bit liveable now but if I remember tommorrow that 7 am wake up and 8am at the stop and then regular classes frm 9 to 5.It seriously sucks.Many things are happening here now and then.Will try to Jot them all here if i remember them all.
The 1st thing is,I again shaved my hair giving that Nepali touch.And everybody over here asking me why???????I said,"just like that".Since most of my friends are leaving for their home here witin India,I really want to go back Nepal.but..........
One of my Nepali friends here(nepali but India born)missed his last semester exam.All our eaxms were from 2 pm at day except the last at 9 am.He thought that exam was also on 2 and slept the whole morning.I tried calling him up but it was of no use.He finnaly missed his exam.sad bout him:(
First time in my life I gave my gaze ti someone here.He's lucky coz i trust him.I don't trust much people.That friend of mine requested me to write a note on him like how's am i???how i think???as such.......I thought of including it here only.He's a guy who i fll is gud but at times acts too sturrbon.At times he behaves like hell......i dont know what he finds in teasing and irritating people.....if the one i'm talking about is reading this blog tahe a note of it yaar....Abd he's atill flirting with his ex sabdcruz(he and i only know by that name).Oie seriously dont get angry with me hai.I'm writng the way you are.....I had a blog on my cell to sinceit is with my fren so can't post it now.will do it soon.Its on roman nepali.
The next incident is like..................I was on a class redaing before my practical exans yesterdau she was sitting with me on last bench.While we were casually talking she asked me if i was muslim?????????OMFG!!!!!!!!Do I look like Muslim?Since then i've been trying to figure out mysely how i look like.May be its because of my weird look and my trimmed head is adding om it.And my BOke Dari too(don know what its called in English).I want to spend at least today happily coz I know hard days are ye to see.Hope to work on photoblog and that gage post soon.........